So I actually finished my most recent read "He Came to Set the Captives Free" in an insanely short 3 days. I managed to knock out half of it at work Thursday night (slow night before anyone asks). I still need to go back and do some scripture validation on it, but on the surface, most everything I read in that book lines up with other things I've studied. Once again though, I'm left with quite a few questions in regards to the actual mechanics of spiritual warfare. On that subject, at least I do have an overall better grasp on the subject and I am diving straight into my next 2 books, one of which deals directly with that topic.
To some, the question may arise, why spiritual warfare? No, I have no plans to start laying hands on people at Wal-Mart (BTW, I have SEEN members of my church do this, LOL). My interest lies mostly with the protection of myself and my family. Personally, my spiritual growth really started 5 years ago when I found Church on the Rise. The early stages of the changes in my life were slow and tough, but I've reached a point where things are beginning to change at an exponential rate. Both in my own understanding and in what I feel to be the scope of my responsibility. It hasn't been long since I've ceased pacifying those who are resisting the truth (FTR, that started in earnest with my rebuke of Christian Wolf and his call to boycott the Salvation Army). In doing so, I have seen myself become less and less popular and more susceptible to attack. Just the fear of this sort of thing causes many Christians to give in. Let's face it...no one wants to be rejected. But I count myself lucky in the sense that I have never felt the pull of peer pressure on that level (my fA page is NOT defined by its pageviews). As I've looked back on the conversations that caused some to unwatch me and even more to wish or desire physical violence on me and analyzed their arguments against me, it has become crystal clear to me that these people are advocating for the world. A world which hates and rejects the true gospel and everything it represents. A world that will more openly reject me the more open I become in espousing the truth. And as those of the world reject me, my only hope is that I can stand as a light in the darkness and with any hope, can provide help and support for the few who also desire the narrow path.
I got a good enough dose of this rejection in the political realm as I argued the case for true liberty and rejected the notion that government, ultimately, knows better than I what is best for me. And where most people would simply point and laugh when it came to political discourse, once the topic turned to God and religion, the frivolity turned into venom. The laughter changed to seething hatred. The Amendment One debate was a prime example of that. As I was so eager to point out, those with whom I was voting WITH were attacking me with more zeal than those who were voting 'yes'. It further validated that; even though I openly recognized that legislation cannot change the heart and was not the best way, allowing the activity was not enough...I had to condone it. And the fact of the matter is that, as I become more and more outspoken, the threat of retaliation continues to grow, both in the physical and the spiritual realm. And with that, I feel there is nothing else I can do but be prepared for it...and I plan to be.
accomplished
cynical
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curious
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